Take back and rewind this tape...

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 15:52:09 GMT

hello

i'm casey

and i'm so lame

i give my friends all my internet passwords when i'm high

i also give them my bank details

i'm kinda goofy too

i like to make fun of people

and be mean

i have 38309873094832094830984397439047 fanclubs

but i don't know why, i mean its not like i'm awesome or anything...

i like shiny toy guns cause a guy with a hxc bandana told me to like them

i make tampon mice

my contacts fall out on people's carpets

i never keep my promises

ryan is my loverrrrrr

we have hot sex on the stairs

but i'd rather have hot sex with daryl palumbo [tis only crohns disease]

i dont buy awesome people robin hood stuff

i like to spend my money on food and drugs

i like to spend other people's money on food and drugs

anthony green gives me an erection

i would so be a lesbian

i like to puke over the phone

ami makes better starnge noises than me

duh! ami is like the most awesome person on the planet

i should so give ami a million£'s

shes the bestest friend a guy could ask for

forget sam

sam is such a loser

he looks like a fish

who cares if i've known him for 14 years?

fuck sam

ami is like a GOD

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

i'm so lanky that i trip over my legs when i walk.

haha
casey?
i love you ^____^

x
Ami

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 12:13:11 GMT

Just talked to minnie on msn. she's at her boyfriend's house.
i wish i had a boyfriend.
i decided that i should update this fucking thing more, but only cus i wanna stay in contact with minnie.

so for people who actually still read this, you might wanna delete me.

yeah min, this is for you. hope you feel special now?
&& i realised, i started talking like you
"we're gonna go over sams house and do stuffs. i was there last night and i ate soooooooo much but i guess all good cus his dog was sooooooo cuuuuuute awwwwwwwwwwwwwieeeeeeeee, i wanna steal him & keep him forever"

haha i still love you

but you're not going to love me
i got totally wasted last night.

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 18:48:52 GMT

at minnie's house
& she's gluing some stuff down

i know, i haven''t updated in a little while
but some people make such a big deal about it +hint hint+

truth: there's never anything to say.

&& i'm going home after i write this. i need to learn how to drive. i gotta catch the bus with fucking idiots, & fucking lazy ass bus drivers.

so i'm off home
goodbye people who still read this.

+new tbs cd is fucking awesome+

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 18:18:30 GMT

ok truth
i only really have a livejournal cus of my friend minnie, but i decided i am going to try and get to know more people.starting .............NOW!
tell me stuff about you
?

lots of shit has happened.
i nearly asked my crush out.
i probably have body dysmorphic disorder.
i am going to the lake district on thursday. why? its my parents idea of a holiday...

i'm going over to minis to fix her internet. she probably hasnt turned it on or something...

thanks for the sugesstions for her birthday present. yeah money hahaha

another valentines on my own...

escape artists never die

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 02:34:39 GMT

i am a retard
i just hung up on minime and havent called her back
she probably has forgotten about me so all is good.
its just that if i start talking to her we'll go on all night & i'm fuck tired. no offence to her or anything, i love that girl, but she doesn't seem to need sleep like the rest of us...

my aunt's was boring, i went at the weekend, yeah shes boring and she doesn't have a tv or a computer...wtf? but yeah

oh yeah its her (minnie) birthday soon, don't know what to get her. she has every single cd possible haha suggestions people? oh and this entry will be screened so she cant see them :]

i have a crush...

+what's a crush to do,? when you can't get through+

think me awful

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 15:24:00 GMT

At my friend mini's house. using her laptop cus i'm bored.
didn't go school, didn't annoy those punk kids.
spent most of the day wandering the streets. listening to music. thinking. i think to much

Take the quiz:
What does your birth month reveal about you?

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
me?hardworking? haha

+time is only temporary this will not last forever+

so so what happens in your room?

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 17:02:38 GMT

ok i didn't go school. theres my week's resolution out the window...

theres a fucking loser plumber in my house who keeps on making fucking remarks about my clothes
"does your mother let you go out dressed like that?"
"those jeans are bit tight arent they son?"
"can you see through all that hair?"
argh i'm getting so annoyed!!!dumb pervert. my friend minnie came round about an hour ago & he was making remarks about her too. i nearly decked him. horny bastard...

i decided i'm not going school tomorow either. whats the point? i'm gonna be lazy at home :]
or maybe hang out in town & piss off these fake punk kids who hate me. haha they hate me so bad. but its not my fault they're poseurs. i mean this one guys always on about how we should be down with the government. down with capitalists. long live communism. & i asked him to define communism for me & he went "oh...erm...i gotta go"
i'd be nice if they were nice...
yeah i think i will do that actually. wait, no...i can't be arsed.

some advice from peter
love is the kind of magic you save for when you are cornered. its your backup. sing a scandal.

forget you jamison, parker and me should start a band. ParkerCase haha i'm so lame...
*gone to eat and if that plumber is there will throw a jug of water over him*

+sha la la la la+

blahblah.blacksheep

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 18:52:36 GMT

awesome friends who call you up late at night just to see if you're ok are the best.
but they are not so awesome when they call at four in the morning to ask whether it was bert or ernie who had the monobrow...& if i had my arm chopped off would i get a different coloured prosthetic one just to look cool?

i love this girl to bits but shes fucking craaaaazy
(btw i would get lots of different ones with different patterns on to mix and match :] )

ok some girl asked me out today, not my type - attention seeking. this girl is... there are no words, well there are i dont know why people say that. it doesnt make sense does it? cus you know there going to exlpain later anyway, so there are words...*has confused himself*

lets just say i was fucking surprised she asked me out. i said no, got a hair flick in my eye and 1234567890+ rumours about me spread in 15min
other than that, life's not being such a bitch today.

+ did someone switch your ritalin with ephedrine? +

fghjklfghjk

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 16:33:24 GMT

another shitty school day

i'm sick of stupid people

everyone seems to have a problem with me for some reason or another...

+ is it worth it can you even hear me? +

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 16:58:18 GMT

no i haven't gone to buy my tix yet

i am bored.

what is there to do when you get back from school?

i'm a dude

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 16:48:38 GMT

i really should go to school more often. today was the most fun i had in ages. mini and me rocked out to less than jake all day. we decided we were sick of being emo all the time haha. it was so fucking funny. we were outside school (and i only got like 4 less than than jake songs in my ipod) and had the music blasting and we were skanking to that boring town song. right outside school it was the best. and these punk kids were like wtf? stupid scene kids!!! haha it was so fucking funny.

i didnt go to any of my lessons though, but i will go to school more, just to hang out, its fun. :]
i need a haircut but i got no money :[

*gone to buy tix for hidden in plain view*

waste my days

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 17:39:35 GMT

Aiden were fucking amazing last night. fucking amazing, apart from getting punched in the face by some kid doing windmills. i now have the craziest black eye O_o.

i just woke up...wow 17:00, i think thats one of the latest, not including those days when i don't wake up at all. its that lazy feeling when you've slept too much, i feel like going back to bed. i got nothing to do today anyway. minnie's not hanging out with me today :[ and i feel too...whats the word? oh i can't remember...lazy it is then.
theres no-one at home either. man, its already getting dark
what a waste of a day.

http://www.badgerbadgerbadger.com/
this scared the shit outta me haha

i wanna go on a date...with daryl palumbo :]
what are the chances do you think? haha
(and yes i am bi, if you have a problem with it you can leave my friends list...)

+beating hearts baby+

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 18:37:14 GMT

just heading out to see Aiden

<3

look what i've done now...

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 16:10:39 GMT

my friend told me a lot of things today. shes like the most awesomest person i ever met, and i realised how sad she is is on the inside and how worthless she feels. it cut me up up real bad inside and i cried, she don't know i cried, but i did. i wish i could make everything better...lets leave town.
1 day til aiden (haha thnks for teaching me this shit minnie)

&&i did go to school, but i'm not going tomorrow, i cant deal with that shit. i gotta find a job.
&&my best jeans ripped all the way across the knees :[ i got shorts now...

+you'll never shine if you don't glow+

take it away

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 22:29:06 GMT

have you ever had that thing where you meet someone so awesome that they change your view of everything? make you feel like you're not alone? that you're actually worth something? make you feel cared for? i have, and she's the best. its just jrjfkenjhyub i don't know how to put it in words.

well. since this is my new lj i'll probably be updating 78494589574309587 times a day, until the novelty wears off...
today was good. i spent most of it with my friend amina, in person//online//on the phone. being with friends is <3

this town sucks so bad. i want to move. the people in this area, i mean i can't walk down the street without someone yelling "poofter" " emo fag". i guess its better than most places and its ok when you're in town, but where i live is shit...

ok bedtime now, i'm fucking tired -_-

+hey don't write yourself off yet+

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 15:26:28 GMT

Fuck...i could do with some lj friends...

Starting words

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 14:56:41 GMT

On my face I scratched out something like a silhouette
around the golden ten like lambs
on my face I've hidden away any embarrassment,
away from my acquaintances
I'm not sold on anything but half a dream
I'm not sensing a thing

I see a blank notebook page
and it's my life and there is
nothing I can think to write
I fear the thought of not sensing a thing

I hope you don't see a thing
I said, smile through everyone you ever see
(so what you gave him the time of day)
twist back and end this suffering
I'll dance around, I honestly give up and de robe

I see a blank notebook page
and it's my life and there is
nothing I can think to write
I fear the thought of not sensing a thing

Right side falls
heavenly grace to you I owe you too
right side because
Happier life should be so easy
[to fade]
~~~~~saosin